i feel that my life has been just a everyday-same-routine kind of day and i really admire my friends who still have exciting life even though they are also working. i admire the fact that they have their partners around them whenever they are needed. Be it to share their happiness or sadness. They have someone whom they can hang out with whenever they are bored and they have some one they can talk to.

I know there is something missing in my life, making it an imperfect one and even though i know that the chances of getting a boyfriend after starting work are slimmer than ever before, i won't regret giving you up.

I know you are never meant for me. And i'm just waiting for the right person to make my life a perfect one. I know i may be selfish; I want the best of everything in my life and even though i do not know if I can achieve my goals in the end, at least, I want to give it a try.