was told that they heard the news wrongly yesterday morning when i took train down to the hospital to visit my friend again.
he wasnt brain dead like what i was being told. no. not yet.
i was happy for him and his parents when i heard that piece of news.
he was only in coma and he can still wake up and talk like a normal person.
it only takes time.
we received msg that says he will be going for operation at around 10 plus.
so when we reached at 10, he wasnt pushed in for the operation.
and at 12 plus, he still wasnt pushed in for operation and i was asking my friends why.
we were folding paper cranes for him then.
i was told he needs to go through some test first.
so i continued folding the cranes.
as i need to reach school around 3 to do my proj with my partner, i did not stay for long.
but when i left, he was still waiting for his result from the test before the operation.

i met up with kelin in school to do my proj.
halfway through the proj, i received a call.
a call from darryl.
'he is brain dead. not going to continue with the operation anymore.'
thats something similar to what he said. i couldnt remember the exact words.
i was like 'huh???? thats means he couldnt wake up anymore?'
he said' brain dead already how to function anymore'
i still couldnt remember the exact words.
i just stone there for a while after that.
how could something like this happen to a nice person like him?
after that i smsed darryl back to asked about his parents.
cause i know nothing i feel could be compared to what his parents is feeling.
his mum is very sad and his dad was calm but emotional when he heard the news.

went back down today to see him.
i went to talked to him the first time among this 3 days.
the 2 friends i went in with cried.
i was determined not to cry today.
i wanted to say a lot of things but i couldnt say it out.
i could only asked for him to wake up.
and i left soon after that for my proj.