today was a little bit crazy.
maybe its because i know.
bad and sad things are on their way.
just have to make use of the chance.
to be happy.
today is the first time.
i called my dad up.
just to come and fetch me home.

My life is in a total mess now.
my mind is scattered everywhere.
where i can still stay cheerful.
is to prepare to be a lot more sadder.
i don know what to do.
he says i need a break.
and yes, i definitely need one.
a break from everything.
my head hurts, i feels lethargy.
why cant i ever get fully well?
problems arises one after another.
when i thought i was done with one,
another arises.
what am i supposed to do?
i'm really tired of everything.
really just want to run away.
avoid everything.
can i do that?

maybe school jus aint the place for me to be in.
maybe what she says is true.
Home is still the most comfortable.
maybe i should hide inside my house forever.