so much i wan to say
whats on my mind
but don know what to say,
and how to say
maybe its best to left things unsaid.

maybe its best for me,
to just walk away
from the things that i don like to see;
and to pretend not to see when i know i did.
to block my hearing
from the things i don like to hear;
and to pretend not to hear when i did.
to shut my mouth
to prevent myself from saying the wrong things;
to shut my feeling
to prevent having the wrong feeling;
to prevent getting hurt.
maybe its best not to talk to me anymore.
what's the point of pretending so much?
it shoudn't have hurt that much by now.
so y is it still hurting?
tell me its not going to hurt anymore alright.

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