hmm.. so in the end the mentor did not come today
did not conduct lesson at all today.
so it ended at 12:22..
came home and slpt all the way to 4..
wad a nice way to spend the first day of sch break..

and when i slp, i had a dream.
i dreamt that you chose her over me.
though it was a dream it felt so real.
i hate today. really gt nth to do.
i hate the dream and i am beginning to hate myself.

maybe i am not as strong as i thought i was.
maybe i am just waiting for chances which will not come.
maybe i am waiting for nothing at all.

one should not have too a high a hope, if not,
when the hope fails u, u will only fall deeper.
maybe not even have hope at all.

haha.. sounds like an emo post again, but i not emo-ing,
just too bored alr.. Going to find sometHing interesting to do.
haha.. like going to my mum shop! yea interesting right??
wah.. i am lying to myself again.. but i am sure no matter how much lies i tell myself,
i still have to face the truth somehow! ahaha.. so i Going there alr! bb.. =)