mon.. cannt wake up for morning 8am class. so pon it and went for the 10 am class.. nose still block.. having headache somemore. sian lohx.. after that receive phone call from shawn's friend.. onli making me more sian and i jus hang up while they are still talking.. wth...asked me to go vivo., says wan to see me.. den i said.. see me for what.. and the replied was 'my friend wants to see you. you don't come, i don't talk to you' thus my reply to him was' hey, don't threaten me. i am also not exhibition for your friends to see!' i meant no offence.. but seriously i mean EVEN IF i like him or smth.. this is not the way to treat me!! i seriously hate it.. seriously!
1:40 PM
1:04 AM
i helped my mum with the ironing of clothes and b4 i went out of the house, i helped her vacumn the floor also.. so i was late when i went out so i took a cab.. i am running down on money soon... i reach sch and reach a few minutes earlier.. then i watched as the people( from sec 1) set up the stage for their puppet performance... and after performing some items and introducing the puppets, we had hands on on the puppet.. it was really fun.. den after the whole thing ended, went to canteen 1 to contiune typing some stuff for 'mama'.. den guowen came with Doughnuts( thanks arhx ).. and we went to opposite beauty world to have our lunch which is duck rice.. den he came to my shop for a while and he managed to see the baby there! i din know the baby was there too.. haha.. and he left shortly after... den played with baby and baby soon left also.. and i watched my tv.. dad came and we watched tv together until its time to close shop and my parents had their dinner while i skipped mine..
Sunday
went swimming with guowen today.. he din swim though.. den we went to have lunch at bukit timah plaza and i accompanied him to cut his hair... haha.. den when we walked to my mum shop.. guowen stayed there for some time.. and i must apologise for not being a good entertainer... so he felt a little bored there.. haha... den i brought baby down to send him to the bus stop but i onli walked him to the mac.. den after that i brought baby to see santa claus and christmas tree.. ok. the baby is jus so so cute.. i loved him a lot!!!
den today also went to celebrate ah gong's birthday also.. had so so so much things to eat.. was actually bloated.. ordered lots of stuff.. and had quite a laugh there with all the jokes and comments.. stayed until quite late which was bout like 11 den left? ah gong was a bit drunk.. so my dad drive him home and i am so dead slpy in the car.. keep dosing off.. reached home at 12 plus.. and was actually quite awake.. so decided to blog b4 sleeping.. that's all for today ba..
12:38 AM
asked my mum whether i can go out not.. but i am still given the same answer 'no'.. so so so sad... i jus wonder when will she let me go out?? ok i know i am still like onli 16... but its onli bout 1 month to my 17 birthday.. wah sad.. but i seriously wan to go out lehx... hiax... i think i wil be seriously super duper happy if she allows me to go out jus 1 fine day!!! but i jus wonder when that day will come... till then.. i jus have to keep praying for her to let me go out........ praying hard..
11:58 PM
1:32 PM
12:04 PM
second lesson for Hi club... this week quieter than last week ba.. cause don dare to make so much noise le.. then went to have dinner with the seniors again.. took bus home with wan sin(is it spell this way? i nt sure) and guowen(thanks for sending me home).. slept early that night..
tuesday
went for attachment and had lunch with yolanda and kelin.. had some talks.. went for lesson which we carried out some activities at the convention basement. end early and yo came to my mum shop.. had some talk with her at the stairsway.. walk her to busstop and saw jiaying, with shandy and yuting in mac.. said hello to them and left? came home, stupid bro wan use laptop when he can use desktop i don wan lend then block me from using the net.. so slept early..
wednesday
woke up early so ironed the clothes b4 going to sch... went out early to wake for bus but the bus came 20 min late causing me to be late for sch again when i went out earlier than i used to.. so irritated that i decided nt to take the bus and walk to the busstop b4 interchange to take bus..went to sim to eat during break and saw wilson.. went for lesson den after lesson go convention underpass there.. thought of wad to write for hms day.. saw guowen and tian shun there also.. den went to mum shop and went home after she went for her singing lesson.. wanted to walk home from beauty world again de.. but his time leg gt blister le so cant walk.. but drop down at the busstop b4 interchange and walked home.. reach home. bro still block me from internet.. so sms my second bro to come home earlier.. and i had sent my stuff and now blogging..
11:54 PM
today is much better than yesterday.. but i lost my 50 bucks for next week allowance... so sad... den guowen came my shop and waited for me( sry to keep u waiting) and had dinner at mos at bpp.. (thanks for the treat).. den he walked me home.. (thanks for walking me home too!!).. must really say a lot of thanks to guowen!! haha.. thank you so so much, guowen.. haha..
11:33 PM
i felt weird today.. this feeling of uncertainty.. whats wrong with me? i don know.. i kind of getting afraid easily.. especially losing things that i wanted or love or like or anything.. the feeling of lost.. think i need to do smth to get rid of this feelings.. which i think is not to think too much about it.. yea.. maybe i should..
1:21 AM
todayis deepavali.. so Happy Deepavali.. haha.. went swimming with myeldest bro.. long time sincce i swim... should go out and swim more.. haha.. feels so weird to be in my swim suit.. lol.. den after that goes to my mum shop... and den help the ah gong moved furniture and i went home.. eat, finish up my art piece,and chat online.. chatted with some people whom i din chatted for quite some time.. haha..
12:31 AM
hahaha.. its has been so long since i updated my blog with photos.. and finally i am going to update my photos during my trip away on criuse..
onboard criuse
11:30 PM
wahahaha.. today is my FAMILY DAy! haha.. spend the whole day with my family.. went to the beach in the morning.. brought my skates and i skated around.. had mac for brunch.. and titbits which we brought there.. my bro set up a tent there.. but the weather too warm for us to bear..(cause my family spent most of time in air conditioned places) so we went off at bout 1.. too early to go home.. so my dad brought us to kranji or is it lim chu kang? and we visited the fish farm there.. my dad's going to rare fish again?? and is coral fis.. those colourful fishes.. and i saw nemo there! haha so cute.. den after that went to my dad shop.. saw my uncle there.. and we went home..
reached home at bout 3.. and bathe in cold water.. which i rarely bathe in.. cause normally bathe in hot water.. came out and use laptop.. sat in front of the tv on my sofa with my laptop on the coffee table in front of me.. and i fall aslp on the sofa.. woke up with my bro and parents preparing steamboat.. and we had our steamboat for dinner.. and started using laptop and watching cai hua on channel 8.. woo... chen bang jun won!! S4.. haha.. so cool.. with his good acting skills and being nice looking guess a lot ppl supported him.. haha.. shall blog till here..
and i realised i haven been doing much of studying yet.. shall start from this week onwards.. a whole brand new week to start off with!!
10:17 PM
ok.. so i wore my blouse, jeans and boots to sch today.. but yo couldnt get to see it.. i din hear that she nt coming for the day.. den after sch went to lot 1 with jiaying to eat and actually wan to look for damien ( nt my fiance for goodness sake, jiaying) cause he says he will be working there.. so i jus wanted to see how he is working, but too bad he wasnt there..
so i went home with jiaying coming to my house.. then jiaying helped me downloaded themes for my handphone which i couldnt do it for many times alone.. ( hey thanks ar jiaying) haha.. den we took a cab to Hi club orientation cause we thought that we are goig to be late but in the end we still have to wait for bout an hour for the whole programme to start.. the show by the seniors was nice and funny.. and we had some games to play and i know i very si tai.. so embarrased lah..
everything ended.. cause daddy going to fetch kris auntie home from the dinner so i waited forhim t sch bus stop.. all my friends left so i sat there alone.. then soon all the seniors came out and they going to eat and i don wan to be left there alone so i went with them.. haha.. ok.. cause don know the seniors well so couldnt communicate well with them.. but i knoe they are all kind and caring.. yup.. then my dad came to fetch me home.. ( thanks seniors for letting me wait for my dad with u all).. den reanch home and i fall aslp while watching tv show.. yup.. ahah..
11:16 AM
ooo.. i wore a tube dress to sch today! but i shouldnt have wear the white boots to go with it.. cause it jus doesnt match.. long time since i wore dresses? ya but no.. i wore it on criuse too.. ok.. i feels quite uncomfortable.. so my class decided to all wear nice nice to sch on friday.. so i decided on a blouse jeans with my high heel sharp tip boots.. haha.. i went back dunearn choir today.. nth pretty much happen for the pass few days.. jus like my class people a lot more than other people i used to like in np... thus i am straying much further away from other people.. skipped skate today again.. learning sign language from my friends.. was fun.. at least learning from the people was so much more fun.. haha
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