WEDNESDAY

today jiaying's birthday.. was definitely happy for her.. haha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!! haha.. cant woke up this morning but still push myself up cause need hand in project and meeting my grp members ay 830.. cant be late.. and after bathing and packing and stuff... was definitely going to be late in i was to take bus.. so i went to wait for taxi...waited quite long at my house down there so decided to walk to the big road to wait.. so saw this guy who also just reached but since he reached there earlier than me he should take the first taxi that come.. but most of the taxi that came by was on call.. den he suddenly talk to me.. asked me where i heading and wad time i supposed to reach.. so i told him.. den he say he heading to sp den ask me wan share cab not.. i din ans him.. then.. he asked me whther i have gt any stead.. so i said no and he says he was surprise to hear that ans.. den taxi came and he went up with me.. lol.. den he start asking whether can date me out one day.. and i said no... i dont go out... den he ask whether i have hp and can give him no.. i said i don have hp.. den he asked bout home no.. i said i not home most of the time so no point.. den he asked when can meet agian i say don know.. den for the rest of the journey i just kept quiet and he was trying to set up a conversation.. upon reaching sch.. i took out my wallet wanting to pay the $$.. den he keep saying don need.. and if i pay, i treat him as wad.. lol.. so i kept my wallet lohx since he insist so much.. den hurry and went to hand up assignment.. break at 11.. went alumni eat.. den went to beauty world with jiafeng to collect my hp cause left at my mum shop last night..den help mama buy rose for jiaying.. and i went back sch with that rose.. and everybody thought was jiafeng gave me de.. den keep making fun of me and him..

den after that went convention meet jiaying.. den walked to atruim to find lu yee and ilena.. but they went to sit with the ndp ppl so me and jiaying sat alone on the other side.. den met sec friends.. den jiaying friends came.. and some from skate club also.. den were saying don feel like going tml.. so i still considering since they also not going le.. den shandy came.. so sat awhile and went to plaza to find yuting wanzhen xinhui and kelvin.. sec friends.. then gave her a surprise.. haha.. and we went to eat at swensen.. they bought cake and meant to be surprise.. and the stupid.. i must say really really stupid waiter came and says" eh.. for the BIRTHDAY CAKE later right.. must clear the table in order to cut it." and we went heads down on the table... the surprise was said out by the stupid waiter... witless... and we were laughing all the way.. haha.. den after eating went to sit at playground there where jiaying cut her cake.. and yuting was trying to forced ans out of jiaying.. realy pity her... haha...den they keep pushing and pulling me down the slides.. haha.. and suaning each other.. the times we had had in sec teasing each other jus came back.. haha... den after all the stuff.. i became tired so went lie down while they says boout sch stuff.. haha.. den came home after that..

MONAY

Friday

had been at my mum shop and nth realli much happened. tried doing project with my laptop.. but in the end end up with doing nth much.. was walking around and talking to cheryl.. went to IMM at night with parents and i saw paul there. bought quite a lot of titbits also..

Saturday

had also been at my mum shop wholeday. helping cheryl with her maths homework.. hee.. and i still remembered how to do it.. haha.. den ate lots of oreo.. whoo.. long time din enjoy it that much le.. oreo my favourite biscuit? haha... yum yum.. haha.. ate lots of stuff today also.. chichen wings.. noodles.. guo tie.. a lot and most of it were heaty stuff and i had yet recovered from my cough.. finding trouble for myself.. den came home watch tv and fall asleep halfway through..

Sunday..

been at home doing projects till bout 2 plus.. well at least somethong was done.. haha.. den went to my mum shop.. brought my laptop so that can do wor.. but in the end help pack stuff and everything was only done by 640.. so rested a bit and watch tv.. den mum says wan go home. so went up to pack food for my bro.. and bought 2 chicken wings for myself also.. haha.. addicted t it le.. so nice lars.. haha.. den reached home bout 750... so gt some free time.. so went down to skate alone.. first time skating alone also.. haha.. skate around the badminton court.. and tried going down slopes at my carpark there.. whoo.. first time go down slopes myself also.. and the slopes is like 3 slopes linked together de.. but there is also railing there.. so i went down and i din fall!! haha.. so i went up again and went down again.. t-brake i did din really slow me down.. but i still manage to do t-brake on slopes.. whoo! haha.. and den i went up and down and up and down.. haha.. den went badminton court agian.. sat there rested and look up at the sky with half moon. haha.. din manage to see stars.. might be block by the blks.. haha.. den did some fast skating at the badmintopn court and went up home to eat dumplngs and came blogging while watching initial d.. haha..

pics that i took today, all on food though.. haha


the side view of the dessert..

the top view of the dessert.. haha..

the fries from swensen

the untouch cloeslaw from swensen..

Thursday

woke up at 9.. was still coughing away.. do some house chores and bathe and went out of house by 1120.. took lrt and mrt to bb.. went to my tuition teacher, miss chew, house to wait for jie kai, damien and derek.. was supposed to meet at 12.. all was late except me.. haha.. then hang around at her place talking and discussing bout where to go after lunch.. haha.. jiekai suggested going ice skating.. and damien said nt sure whether opened to public not.. so i smsed wilson to ask him... and it was opened to public... so decided to go there.. so went to west mall eat swensen... haha.. its been a long time since i ate it.. haha.. left that place for jurong at around 240.. took mrt there.. then damien was saying he don feel like ice skating.. so we suggested changing to k box.. den he says he go in onli slp.. nt worth it.. haha.. den he says he wan go play com.. haha.. but in the end all ended up going ice skating.. haha.. and we spent bout 40 mins deciding where to go! lol.. so went in at 349.. bought a pair of red gloves and socks.. den went in to skate at bout 4 20... first time skating and miss chew says i skate like not first time.. haha.. was trying to do t- brake and one leg skating on the ice and i fall so lots of time.. haha.. but it was fun.. haha.. and miss chew don dare to let her hands off the side.. haha.. did speed skating with jie kai, derek and damien.. haha.. woo.. i was faster then them.. and they actually have experience on ice skating b4.. haha.. cant believe it was my first time.. haha.. but i was still very unbalance like how unbalanced i was on inline skate.. haha.. and the shoes hurt my toes a lot! haha.. left the rink at 540.. and they went to eat ice kachang and played arcade.. den we went back to west mall to meet ah ling and wendy for dinner at sakae sushi... haha.. den went home after eating and reached home bout 10.. and today din spent any $ at all.. all was miss chew treat! haha.. and the amount spent today was like a lot! thanks a lot! haha..

WEDNESDAY

woke up very lazily cause i fall sick le ba.. coughing like crazy.. went to do house chores again.. has no energy to do anything.. walking around the house like some dead zompies...daddy came so early to fetch today that i had to rush everything within half an hour which includes bathing, packing my stuff and vacumning the floor.. and i brought my laptop out of the house without even switching it off.. only switching it off on my dad car.. reach my mum shop early and has gt nth to do.. and i brought my laptop for nth... nv even touch it.. was tired and sleepy and took a 10 min nap on my mum ironing board.. and the time was only 12 plus... argh.. and i have gt totally nth to do.. cheryl also haven open shop.. so i have nobody to talk to except to just stand at the railing there and stone.. was thinking as to wether wan to sms tim not.. but i the end nv sms him.. cheryl came at around 2 plus? which den make me more awake but still tired.. yi fan was there too.. he played ball with 2 primary sch gals.. and yi fan was only 1 year old going to 2.. and he was ignoring me all the way.. oh fine.. den was spending my day watching tv and walking back and fro from cheryl shop and my shop.. was talking bout cockles with cheryl's mum, 'mama', and she treat me to dinner later after i helped my mum closed her shop and she went for her singing lesson.. thanks a lot for the dinner, mama! haha.. and i took bus home.. reached home at 915pm.. do some stuff bout my project and slp at ten and wake up and 1025.. den came online.. was halfway through bloggin when this guy who added me in msn and i don know him, asked me for stead.. saying he want jio me.. was thinking.. are u kidding me? i don even know him and he donn know me too.. and he says we will know each other after steading.. and i din reply him and he says i din reply him means i say yes... where gt such things de.. den i say no.. and he says i cant say no... ??? den he asked me to be his gf.. den i reply him say i having crush on another person and he stopped replying me! great.. din know this ans helps..

sick sick sick agian! why am i so weak to fall sick so easily??? and i getting more and more attitude i guess?? why? i don know.. i tried to do everything that i can but it doesnt helped.. so i know i more or less give up le.. wasnt making any thinking for the past few days was because i don wan to get myself feeling down.. but this free day jus allows me to think... don get ur hopes too high for anything.. cause if it doesnt come ur way, u will just suffer a greater fall.. [[不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有.]][[the longest distance on earth isnt the distance between 2 separate different places, its when i am standing right in front of u and yet u don even realises it. 世上最遥远的距离不是天涯海角，是当我站在你面前而你却没发现时.]] this 2 sentences just came popping into my mind.. so decided to put it down.. but if u only need it for once.. den y do u still wan it for??? own it for lives and eternity ba..

TUESDAY

woke up very late.. was supposed to leave house by 8 and i woke up at 750.. den rush here and there.. then forget to bring dumplings for wilson.. sry wilson! will remember the next time.. provided if u still wan it? haha.. was late for attachment.. den after attachment took bus to school to meet wilson and jiayi.. then they saying bout rice and triangle de.. which i totally have no clue bout it at first.. den remembered bout the dumplings... haha.. den while waiting for ilena to come we ate deserts and sweets(",).. haha.. den soon ilena came.. then while waiting for jiayi and wilson to go hand up some stuff.. ilena told me bout wad happen to peiyi.. take care k pei yi.. den after they came back.. started discussing bout whether to take taxi or mrt.. asked for my opinion.. and i suggested walking! to tan tock seng hospital.. which is located at Novena.. den in the end take taxi. was saying bout the accident on sat.. den the driver say i must calm down.. haha.. den cannot be dj.. haha.. den we went shop shop at a shopping mall which is very very big and which tcc is difficult to find(novena square.. hahaha..) for gift to give tim.. and b4 that jiayi sms tim to say that we not going visit him wan go watch movie and den suddenly appear to give him a surprise... hahaha.. den i like run around like some crazy gal.. haha. wilson being tickled by me playing teddy bear... haha... den we bought cards from hallmark and cake from tcc which i manage to find it! haha.. and i ordered the cake like so suddenly as in they haven really decided to get that cake not? haha... den off we went to visit tim.. sat at lobby there right msg on cards for tim... haha.. den went in to see him.. haha.. den tim really thought we not going to visit him and we surprised him! haha.. den we sat there talking and angela soon came.. haha.. den ilena jiayi and angela started watching cd on angela's laptop... haha.. and ilena is like very engross in it that when her phone rings inside her pouch and wilson puts it beside her ear.. she just say hello to her pouch.. hahahaha.. and me, wilson and tim were laughing non stop... haha... den took some photos cause wilson leaving for his bbq le.. haha.. den he left and soon angela left.. den we continued watching shows.. haha.. den we left at 6? when tim's mum came back. haha..den ilena went off to meet her friends.. then jiayi and me took train all the way to bukit panjang den he went off to meet his friends and i went home.. den loaded all the photos into my com and watch show caused internet could nt be used.. cause my bro using it to lad smth.. haha... den after that can use le.. den starts blogging.. loading all the photos all at once... haha.. photos are all below... haha

jiayi cam whoring with
my hp while waiting
for ilena. i taking random pics. tim lying on bed moving his hands around.

jiayi took photos. tim emo-ing. haha.. was told to bring skates but din have the chance to wear it.

wilson and me! balloon from tim's friends. ilena hello-ing.. hahaha..


photos taken b4 wilson left. my face small small de.. haha..

Sunday

woke up at 845am.. by dad and by winnie's call.. she already reached my house.. i woke up quiclky and clean up.. do our project.. winnie did the starting of the project while i ate my breakfast.. den i did the middle part while she sleeps.. den i finished my part le so i lie on bed watch tv while she sleeps.. she wake up and left by 1230.. den i did my ironing of clothes.. and finished by 130... gt nth much to do.. mum making dumplings and bro helping her so i sat on sofa watch tv unitl fall asleep.. den woke up at 330 den watch tv again.. wanted to go skating but the weather is like wan rain don rain like that.. den gave up.. den watch tv until 430.. den vaccumn the floor.. den i sat on sofa to slp again.. until 630.. which i was awoken up by my dad and mum to go bathe den wan go out eat le.. so i woke up lazily and went bathing.. and went to pass dumplings to my mum friends and went bukit batok centre for dinner.. woo.. din finish my dinner.. great.. den spent $45 on my grandpa and dad father day cake... left $50 with me onli... the auntie say i very filial.. haha.. great once again. den went grandpa house cut cake.. cake was nice so ate 2 pieces.. haha.. den go sheng siong buy stuff to make jam.. the recipe passed down by my late grandma.. den came home cut my father cake.. ate a slice.. don taste that gd.. great again.. cause nobody going to eat that cake and my $ gone to waste.. haha.. den my eldest bro and parents started making the jam.. while i onli poke in occassionally to see.. haha.. den my father was like wan to teach me to do some house chores stuff.. den i like orhx orhx.. haha.. bad.. den watched tv again den starts blogging and chatting with wilson on msn.. talking to very little ppl lately..keeping quite quiet.. haha.. went into hiding le.. haha..

SATURDAY

saw an accident on my way home from my mum shop.. the accident involve a bus and 2 to 3 cars.. din have a clear view.. mass traffic jam at bukit timah road at old fire station there.. and as the cars are stuck there and cant move, most of the driver get dow their car and walk in front to see wad happen.. wanted to take out my hp to take pictures of the accident.. one of the car was actually on fire.. den my father asked me to call 66911958.. which was 95.8 fm.. so.. haha.. i called... cant get through the first time.. so i tried again.. haha.. and i get through! so i reported the news to them.. haha. and i actually gave a wrong report.. cause it was supposed to be an accident which then lead to a car catching fire and i only said that a car was on fire.. haha.. the news was later reported.. haha.. and she called me Hong xiao jie.. and the baby ah gong who was in the same car said it should be xiao mei.. haha.. cant stop giggling when i heard the way she reported it.. and ya.. the traffic police soon came to clear the traffic..din see anybody getting injured.. cause maybe the ambulance already drove the injured people away.. ya.. then.. feel like blogging this so came blogging.. nth much really happened except for this though..

SUNDAY

slp only at 330am and woke up at 530am.. get bathe and set off to take taxi to my mum's friends house to wait for bus to fetch us to malaysia. was so excited.. couldnt stop talking.. haha.. had to go through customs b4 reaching malaysia.. had our breakfast and set off to ostrict farm. was sleeping in between the journey.. the farm was smelly as all the ostrict shit were here and there.. saw ostrict eggs which was realli big.. also saw a one day old ostrict.. so cute lahx.. wish can bring home.. haha.. tried the ostrict satay which didngt realli dared to try in first place... but still manage to pick up the courage to eat it down.. well.. taste much like chicken though the meat was much more tender.. haha.. took photos which i haven loaded into my com yet.. den after that went for lunch.. the lunch was delicious lahx.. didnt expect such delicious food.. den i followed cheryl's mum and her and her sister with her bf to buy sweets.. though i didnt buy anything at all.. after that went to one temple there.. was near the sea.. the view of the sea was beautiful.. but i din took pic of that.. haha.. after that went to fruits farm.. lots of fruits can be seen.. durians which haven realli ripe, oranges and a lot more which i don know the name.. there is also a lot of animals in the farm.. rabbits, birds, chicks, chickens, monkey, duck, goose, goats, snakes.. i fed the goats with leaves and the birds with rice.. and the birds stayed onto my hands.. was itchy but was fun! haha.. after that, they bring us to a honey talk.. my dad bought one bottle of honey.. and they gave us one packet of fruits for free.. den they brought us to a shoping mall to shop for 1 hour.. din buy anything cause the stuff was expensive.. but my mum bought clothing for the baby.. haha..den we went to have our dinner.. dinner was also quite delicious especially the sour sweet tofu.. haha.. and we went back to our country.. haha.. on the way home, in the bus.. the 'mama' was trying to act like baby caused we missed baby very much.. trying to act like baby asaking for mac.. and i normaaly will ask baby to kiss me first b4 bringing him to mac.. so i said the same thing to the 'mama' .. haha.. and she realli came over and tried to kiss me.. haha.. was strugging until my shoes came off.. haha.. and she din really manage to kiss me? haha.. cause i am jus too good at struggling.. haha.. and cheryl was also kana kiss by her mum.. haha.. and my mum too.. haha.. and then we started singing songs on the bus.. songs that my mum was learning for her singing lesson.. and caused she sings it everytime, even me and the ' mama' aso know how to sing le.. even cheryl also knows.. haha.. den we reached the customs.. queue not very long so was done quite fast.. den reached singapore customs where we have to let them check our bags.. haha.. and we reached home soon.. was tired after the long trip, i switch on laptop.. and i guess i fall slp soon.. haha..

MONDAY

woke up, pack my bag for camp.. do some sruff and went to my mum shop.. went later than my mum.. cause haven finish packing my stuff yet.. and i fall aslp half way through packing.. went and reached bout 2 plus.. she doesnt seems quite happy.. but at least she still gt smile a little bit. then went to camp.. met chien hock in bus.. and waited for olivia at bus stop.. and we walked to the sports gallery together.. paid $20 and the indemity form and we went to buy mineral water.. waited until 630pm and they brought us to the classroom which we were supposed to slp in.. den went for ice breakers.. haha.. they says i was very high.. haha.. well... i jus like ice breakings games.. haha.. den went for treasure hunt.. my grp came in second? and we sat at staircase to think of cheers.. haha.. and we came up with 2? one for committee and other for ourselves? haha.. den ate cup noodles for dinner.. din eat much.. haha.. went back to pyramid there after dinner.. den went for bathe and grp talk b4 going to slp.. was sleeping very soundly.. that wad a lot people say.. haha..

TUESDAY

woke up at 730? haha.. cant really remember.. den wash up and went for morning excercise.. running 2 rounds around the track.. haha.. been long since i run 2 rounds le ba.. get exhausted easily.. haha.. and went for breakfast which was bee hoon.. haha.. but i din eat much.. drank milo.. and vomited out everything later.. haha.. den went to skate at stret soccer court.. which soon started to rain.. so went to convention centre there to skate.. i din realli skate onli watch people skate.. den had our lunch there also.. then went to skate around that area.. den went to play station games.. after that went back to street soccer court there continue with the race.. haha.. and then went to kismis court to have bbq and skate around at the court there.. den later at night.. daniel group was teling ghost story.. joined them.. den after that see wilson slp alone in the middle of the court so go find him.. den pei yi came along.. den more people came along.. den went to eat some rice.. den went back to bathe.. then me, pei yi and olivia was sitting outside the rooms pretending to be emo-ing when more people came along.. haha.. den started saying stories.. starting with daniel.. haha.. den me.. and everybody was saying the way i say story was very funny... haha.. after that was already 330am le ba.. den more people went back to sleep.. den i was sitting on the chair listening to my mp3 and playing sudoku with my handphone.. den see shu wen and wilson sitting on the floor there. so went to join them.. shu wen left shortly afer that.. and wilson fall aslp soon? den corridor left me there stil awake? so i continue playing with my sudoku untili cant think le and fall aslp also le.. but keep waking up every now and then.. cause was cold and i needed toilet.. and they say cannot go alone.. and i don dare go wake people up.. so was there slping and waking and slping and waking all the time.. den finally went toilet at 630?

WEDNESDAY

woke up at 9 am.. was quite tired actually.. den went to have breakfast which was roti prata.. den went back to pack stuff and brought skate to kismis was told to go through obstacles test.. haha. i fel down quite a number of times.. haha.. the whether was so hot... keep trying to hide in the shade.. haha.. den after that was taught how to change the wheels of skate.. then went back to skate again.. den after that went back to the pyramid there.. where they counted the points and age prize and read out letters.. haha.. and had photos taking and soon the closure of the camp.. den went back to the room.. the committee was looking for the lost items.. and i was slacking down there.. den i decided to help them refill water.. haha.. justin says i look like maid.. haha.. ok.. haha.. then they ordered mac with my handphone.. den more people went home.. mac came.. royston shu wen and xander went home after eating.. the room soon left with 6 people.. jiayi, timothy, ilena, pei yi, wilson and me.. we played with cards.. and the forfeit was to drink down water.. haha.. i din kena forfeit. but i helped pei yi and ilena with their forfeit.. haha.. den changed games to alert.. haha... the game was funny lahx.. haha.. den changed to heart attack where we play until spill two cups of coke.. haha.. everybody was high and funny.. haha.. den went toilet.. haha.. den came back see peiyi wilson timothy and jiayi lying on the floor taking pics.. haha.. joined in and soon taking pics become tickling people.. haha.. and 2 which kena the most was ilena nd jiayi.. haha.. i was onli down there laughing. haha.. so funny lahx.. den peiyi started using wilson's laptop.. den jiayi used ilena's laptop and ilena and timothy was lying there to watch jiayi use.. haha.. then i sand down there watch the 2 grps of people use the laptop.. haha.. seeing time was late.. den had to go le.. don feel like leaving de.. but still left at 915 pm? haha.. reached home bathe le and pack everything le and the time was onli like 10 pm onli.. den.. started to blog which i fall aslp halfway through blogging.. haha..

THURSDAY

woke up at 940am.. do some house chores.. den bathe and starts blogging.. haha.. going off to my mum shop le.. haha.. bye..haha

SATURDAY..

woke up at 10.. mum was angry with me waking up late.. den i do some ironing and cross stitch while she mops the floor.. came online for a while.. den goes to her shop.. skip my kunch cause she also din eat.. so i also nv eat.. but later went to buy twisties to eat.. haha.. was very bored there.. watch tv from 1230 to 3.. played with cheryl and chat and discuss bout wad to wear for the trip.. she went off at 4.. then the sons of the uncle who sells drinks came down to talk.. keeps me occupied.. den watch tv again when they went up to help their parents... den did my cross stutching... and i finished the whole thing by 630!! haha.. finally.. haha.. and cheryl said its gd enough for pig to be able to do it.. wad the.. haha.. den i continue watch tv from 630 to 900pm.. den my dad came and we close shop to go for dinner. dinner had quite a lot of stuff to eat.. cause order de mostly is my fave... haha.. den when going home.. meet the uncle who also work at beauty world.. and my dad fetch his family home.. den we came home.. its such a boring day.. wish there is more things to keep me occupied.. going to do a cross stitch for daniel next.. he ask me to give him a surprise.. wonder how i shd give him a surprise.. haha..

okie.. continue from jus now.. ya.. when i left din really say bye to the ppl.. cause they were kind of busy with their stuff to be bothered by me.. so i jus left? and i walked to my mum shop.. and somehow, jiaying manage to realise that i walk to my mum shop when i was moody or down.. jiaying still knows me best.. thanks.. reached my mum shop.. was kinda of very very very moody.. the uncle and auntie there all says there is something wrong with me.. cause even when they say wan treat me eat mac i don sho any sign of happiness like wad i normaly used to.. well.. they still treat me mac.. den pei cheryl go take photo for her passport.. den hang at mac for sometime b4 going up.. and i watched my tv while trying to finish my mac.. den dad came to fetch.. he haven eat his dinner so pei him go eat.. den today gt sell my guo tie.. and i think i ate bout 7 down? so fattening.. the auntie even says, ask u eat other thing u will say u full, ask u eat guo tie, no matter eat how much also not full de.. well.. nt really true.. i just stuffing myself with food again? ya... and went home after that.. and starts blogging again...

think i having mood swing ba.. mood jus changes suddenly.. somebody change me back! well.. but i know.. it depends on myself too.. i find myself keeping stuff to myself.. nv talk to ppl bout it.. trying to solve problems on my own.. and i kinda of keeping to myself.. no longer interacting with people like i used to.. y the sudden change in me? i don know.. everybody surrounding me seems to be so cold.. i don know y.. maybe i am jus thinking too much.. but it just seems the way it is..

FRIDAY

er.. tried to woke up early this morning and i manage nt to be late for sch.. haha.. but is really really tired.. went for lecture.. get to know projects due.. and after lecture went to do project work with lulu and thoma at the convention underpass.. met wilson and daniel.. daniel keep disturbing me being dumb dumb.. ok i know i am dumb cause wilson called me dumb dumb and i replied him.. my god.. haha.. den was suppose to go lecture at 2.. den we walk pass the inline skate committee, i did my 'ben' kiss.. haha.. den went to canteen 2 instead of going to lecture.. cause yo they all helping us with the printing stuff.. and somehow gt pro.. was half an hour late for lecture.. den during lecture was all the way talking to kelin.. haha.. din pay attention and i din know wad to do at all.. sad.. becoming rebellious.. oh my.. after lecture came back to convention.. wilson they all still there.. den i watch my youtube 'miss swan' was laughing all the way. den did some of my cross stitch.. din really talk to them.. guess they all going ice skating later ba.. only heard them say bout $ for ice skating stuff?? ya.. then.. i am here blogging.. walking to my mum shop again ba.. wish i can go ice skating with them.. lol.. kk.. gtg.. buai...

Thursday..

no lesson today.. so wake up later at 930.. do some housework, bathe and go to my mum shop.. brought laptop there for nth.. only listen to songs and let cheryl read one story from my laptop.. baby went back to jurong.. so all was quiet at my mum shop.. gt reallli nth to do.. so went digging for some titbits to eat.. and while digging, i found my cross stitch which i have been doing it for already 2 years? and i forget bout it le.. have been doing it for 2 years because.. i do it for a while le den left it untouch for a few months b4 touching it and the cycle continues.. and the last time i last touch it was the end of last year? ya.. then the colour for that particular thread finish le... so i went to buy it and shop around at ground floor with cheryl den came up to do my cross stitch which i think will finish very very soon.. ya.. den play around with cheryl for a while.. listens to auntie talking.. went to buy doughnut at 6 plus to eat.. den cheryl went home.. i continue with my cross stitch and watch tv at the same time.. close shop at 9 went to eat dinner.. today nv sell my fave guo tie.. so sad... den after that went to my uncle house pick up some things and came home.. and i starts blogging.. time flies when i am so engross with cross stitch.. maybe i shd do cross stitch more often.. and cross stitch was wad i loved to be doing.. but long time no do le.. feeling kinda of like gone le.. wanna find that feeling back.. and replace all the other feelings that i have...

Wednesday

eh? was slping and waking up and slping and waking the whole early morning? was trying to study for my test today.. but i keep dosing off and so keep waking up too? den in the end morning end up with a red and swollen eye.. my god.. and the swelling was only gone after the test?? and i woke up with a very terrible stomach ache? cant sit cant stand and cant lie on bed. it just hurt in all position.. but i still have to rush for time.. cause thinking that my father will fetch me to sch today cause yesterday ask him le he din reject so i thought he bringing me.. then i had to catch a cab cause having test at nine and cant afford to be late.. the cab was ex... 1 day of my allowance gone.. arghh.. then during the test.. was very slpy.. and i think i flunk my that test very very very badly.. mygod.. the qns came out are those that i studied.. but.. i forget the ans for those qns le... was feeling bad..

den for lunch they went alumni clubhouse eat.. and after eating.. they were chating bout wad is going to be happening on their wedding day next time when they get married.. the process was funny.. and the funniest part was.. when it was my turn to say, i say until i cried!!! for no reason i jus started crying.. maybe i know the ans myself.. maybe was due to the test and stuff.. arghh.. went to do project with thoma and lulu after that.. and after crying and due to lack of slp,i was yawning and dosing off all the while during the project and the lecture after that.. teacher let us go an hour early today.. walked to my mum shop again..

came home soon cause my mum went for her singing lesson.. reach home bout 830.. chatting with jiaying to bout 9.. told her i going to get a nap.. and ask her to wait me up by calling me at 10.. well she forget bout that.. and i woke up at 11.. she kept apologising.. but its ok.. cause looking at the brighter side, i manage to get an hour more of rest... so its ok, ok jiaying?
den started blogging.. and i doubt i have anything else more to do after blogging.. sian... sian.. sian...

well.. din study b4 the lecture starts.. was looking at lyrics.. then went for lecture at 215.. lecture was sort of boring.. was almost dosing off during the lecture.. luckily, my friends brought sweets which keeps me awake. lecture ends at 430.. din know where to go, and don feel like going to my mum shop too early, i went back to convention basement there to study.. well.. at least i managed to study during that time.. den pack up at 6, went to buy sandwiches and walk to my mum shop.. din really do anything at my mum shop, only played with baby and talk to ppl..

den went to have dinner and went home.. read a story, wasnt really that touching.. but was a nice story. den went to bathe and gonna start studying soon le.. haha..

i suddenly have the urge to know how u feel bout me.. wanted to tell you how i feel bout you.. but i couldnt.. wanted to know the ans b4 i fall too deeply.. but i don wan to know the ans at the same time too.. arghh... lets things remain ba.. until.. maybe.. the time which i could recieve a positive answer? if not.. let things remain the way it is ba.. don stray too far from me, will you?

Monday

a normal boring day? nothing really happened that allows me to blog on.. woke up, went sch, do some projects during breaks, go 1/2 hr lecture.. released le then buy ice cream eat.. eat finish le then walk to my mum shop.. was very slpy so took a nap in her shop.. ah gong came over and drank wine again.. i drank ice milo.. den father came.. eat dinner, close shop, went home.

reach home, bathe, drank yakult and settled down to print the stuff needed for today lecture.. 29 pages!! oh my.. and the printer died on me but i could finish printing the last page... last page and the printer don wan work anymore.. sad printer.. brother came into my room.. helped me fixed and took my $ from me... haix.. chat with friends on msn.. most of the chat was mass conversation.. spako grp conversation which i din talk and leave only after quite some time.. then the inline skate conversation.. well which i din really talk at first cause was stuck with my 'good' printer.. but was high after finishing printing on all the things and start talking.. and talking with jiaying also.. was looking for the lyrics of 'My Love' by blue, which i cant find at all.. gave up finding and went to slp.

Tuesday..

went for attachment in the morning.. and came back to ngee ann to wait for the next lecture to start which is at 230pm.. so i bought some food and came to convention underpass there.. tables were full.. seeing that there is no one at the convention basement there so came and starts blogging.. haha.. all is so quiet now.. now really used to the quietness.. haha.. wondering should i starts studying or rest...

Sunday

woke up at 930 am.. was lazing around until 11 den bathe and get ready to go out.. went to my grandma house which i haven been there for weeks and weeks cause previous sundays have been going ndp training.. haven seen my ah ma for so long i realised.. after went to bukit timah plaza for lunch.. and my mum went to massage her legs after that and i sat there reading newspaper.. i read something bout smile and i copied it down deciding to write it in my blog.. its just quoting from some author..

ALL ABOUT SMILE

"a warm smile is the universal language of kindess."
-William Arthur Ward
educator and author of "Fountains of Faith"
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear."
-Author unknown
"A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks."
-Charles Gordy
"A smile is the light in the window of your face that tells people you're at home."
-unknown author
"Wear a smile and have friends; wear a scowl and have wrinkles."
-George Eilot
English writer in the victorian age.

hope this quoting can or will encourage you to wear a smile on your face more often.. haha..
and after that went to my mum shop again.. helped her pack the stocks.. hanging out stuff which was supposed to hanged out. well.. she doesnt look angry with me anymore.. haha.. i have done the right thing i guess.. haha.. was missing skating really much.. haha.. played with baby after doing my stuff.. haha.. den the auntie and uncle which fetch me to school when i am in pri sch came.. wow.. long time nv see them also.. haha.. well.. they says i have become slimmer.. wahaha.. and i am eating fries at that pt of time.. haha.. den after that closed shop to go my grandfather house.. haha.. and my aunt was saying wear so nice wan go where? haha.. and do i normally wear like that to sch.. haha.. and i say no where and never wear to sch? haha.. wanted to go plaza to buy my hp pouch de.. and all my cousins there wan tag along.. i am the only older one to bring all the small kids go.. haha.. get worried so end up nv go.. but i wan get my hp pouch!!! arghhhh... haha.. then went home.. sitted at the back of my father lorry with my eldest bro.. wanted to talk to him and chat with him.. so i talk and get no response.. sian.. den i reach home.. and starts blogging! haha..

guess after reading the quotings, i began to smile more than i used to? haha.. i think the quoting somehow makes some sense.. was also doing some thinking during the time when my mum was being massage.. haha.. i guess i pressed for nth more but happiness.. was thinking bout stuff to do with love even though i shd be studying.. haha.. wad do ppl think and feel when they say they love somebody.. wad is the real ans which they hope to hear? wad do they feel when they gets accepted or rejected.. well.. i guess all the ans to the qns is quite obvious.. but i somehow feel that there is probably a diff ans to those qns somewhere out there.. well.. mostly depends on the situation i guess? haha.. wad is the meaning of love? how would you feel if u had met your right one? how would u know if he/she is ur right one? endless qns.. was thinking of somebody while thinking.. thinking bout the feeling and stuff.. haha.. but i know.. liking somebody doesnt mean have to be together.. liking somebody means to let him/her have their happiness.. so it would be enough to be happy beside him/her and looking at him/her be happy right? haha.. though i think a normal person would wan to hear from their likes one that they miss or like them.. haha.. and while saying bye to my baby cousin, i realised that i don normaly do 'ben' (don know how to spell but pronouciation is almost like that).. ya.. 'ben' kiss to a adult or friends.. onli do it to babies.. and most of the people are also like that.. onli doing ben kiss to babies.. so i am going to start doing ben kiss to my friends!! haha..

Saturday..

woke up at 930am.. very lazy to wake up to face my mum.. but still wake up.. starts doing some housechores.. then get ready to go to my mum shop.. thought today will be a BORING day to me.. but it turn out the opposite way till later at evening time..

reached my mum shop, opens her shop.. played with baby.. ate my lunch.. talk to the mama(auntie next door) there.. haha.. then jiaying called to say she will be coming.. haha.. so while waiting for jiaying to come, i stayed in the mama shop and played with cheryl's laptop game... haha.. mama was in my mum shop so i can stay at the mama shop.. haha.. jiaying soon came.. haha.. and i was hang onto the game.. so i brought cheryl's laptop to my shop to play.. haha..
ended up jiaying was playing too.. then comes the party time.. but today the ah dong(gong) sick so din get to drink wine.. drank coke instead.. haha.. play with ah bee.. went to buy titbits eat also.. been eating non stop whole day today.. haha.. and i was wearing skirt, quite long but also nt very long.. bout 3/4 long.. haha.. ppl was saying i look feminine( don know how to spell).. caused i have always been wearing jeans all the while.. haha.. sudden change of looks.. haha..

soon one by one went home, first baby went home, then jiaying and mama and cheryl went home.. was left alone.. haha.. so watch tv.. xiao long nu and yang guo.. haha.. den papa come.. went downstairs to buy things.. then continue watch tv until close shop go eat dinner and reached home and blog.. haha..

FRIDAY..

wow.. actually quite happening lehx today.. haha.. hp alarm keep ringing at 7 and i keep snoozing it.. when finally woke up, i became very awake and remembered that i actually had forgotten to write my journal for field pract. so on the way to sch, in bus, i wrote the journal. and i was very lucky.. cause.. i somehow wrote wad happen on the first page and my reflection on the other two page. then when the teachers call for checking, ppl have 4 reflections so i somehow made my way through by saying the first one was a reflection too.. but it really was lahx.. though it was actually meant to be what happen.. and i was on mc for one of the attachment.. so 3 reflection was enough for me.. phew.. lucky me..

went to lulu house after tutorial, had lunch at her house. went into her room to slack after that while kelin, yo and lu was completing their projects.. i have completed mine so i asked thoma to help me edit and correct my project.. haha.. thanks thoma.. haha.. everybody was like rushing for time and i seems the only one who is the most relaxing there de.. haha.. waited for lulu to print out all the projects done.. haha. was suppose to reach sch and hand in the assignment by 2 and we left her house onli at 1 15? haha.. saw a taxi driver washing his taxi and as we couldnt get thruugh the line to call cab, we asked whether the taxi driver has time to drive us to sch not.. and the taxi driver agreed! haha.. disturbing the driver resting time.. haha.. keep thanking and saying sry in the taxi.. uncle just cleaned his taxi and on the way to sch it rained! dirtying the taxi again..haha.. thanks for the trouble again uncle...

reached sch bout 1 45.. haha.. everybody was gathering outside the classroom waiting for each of their grp member to come to compile their things together.. haha.. atmosphere was tense.. haha.. ppl calling friends to hurry and stuff.. lucky my grp member have all reached and done our part. so we onli sat there watching ppl do their stuff.. haha.. my class had no pro handling up the projects, except winnie came 1 or 2 min late.. then everybody was like hurrying her and helping their grp pack their stuff.. haha.. whole class was worried for her.. haha.. well that's wad friends are for right? haha.. lesson was kind of boring.. haha..

after lesson walk to atrium to find jiaying. thanks jiaying for ur treat eh.. haha.. i very bad.. she went to buy her sandwitch and i was beside her.. she was bout pay $10 for her $2.80 sandwitch then i say to the cashier.. one more her treat.. haha.. then the cashier really took her $.. haha.. well i was bad.. so that made jy a gd person. haha.. thanks arhx.. haha. then we walked to canteen 1 to use laptop from 430 to 645? haha.. i was replying ppl at my tagboard and figuring out how to change my friendster skin which i manage to do so.. haha..

after that, go my mum shop and play with baby.. so cute lahx then baby.. then the baby went home so i watch tv and waited for my dad to come fetch us to eat and went home after that.. haha.. competition of who finish bathing first on msn with wilson and pei yi though i wasn't talking to pei yi.. haha.. den had mass conversation with sec4 classmates which ended up with onli 4 ppl in the conversation in less than 5 mins.. haha.. so nt enthu de.. haha.. in the end, end up talking to nobody at all.. all were mugging for their test.. so i went friendster add testi for ppl then come blogging.. haha..

haha.. today was back to my normal self again except for the eating part again.. was actually quite happy for the whole day.. was addicted to the song 'i'll remember you' the song is so so meaningful.. this song really bring my mood up.. haha.. realli will want to say the words in the lyrics to my love ones. haha.. and i think i will do it! haha.. I WILL REMEMBER YOU!!! haha.. remember me too yeah?? haha.. i need you to love me too!! haha.. i'm missing you!! haha..