Sky Of Colours

----------Thursday, May 31, 2007----------

did my projects until 4 am then slp. woke up at 1030.. went to my mum's room.. she asks my eldest brother to help her put songs from her cd into her mp3. but the program for her mp3 was in my com.. but she din ask me to help.. so i say i will teach her one day so that she can do it next time.. well i was really tired so i took a nap on her bed.. for less than 2 min and she was like getting angry and saying things like after i get my new hp then don wan help her do things and stuff like that.. den i asked her which songs she wanted to put inside her mp3 and she shouted at me.. the lacking com also needs quite some time to start up den while waiting for the com taking a less than 2 min nap also cannot.. and she knew it herself that the com gets start up very slowly.. and she is like getting angry for no reason. then i say i nt going out cause i need to rush for my projects and she says things like ' do projects only then every other thing also don need do le larx( refering to me nt going her shop) then she says she also have work to do and also need to rush..' then i says my projects needs hand in and there is marks given. then she says ' then i don need lahx.. i also have to do alteration for people and give them back in time.' i was thinking.. i din stop u from going ur shop to do ur work right? i am onli nt going wad.. she is getting sort of unreasonable.. i was wondering.. is going to her shop more important than doing my projects.. ok.. nvm then she went out of the house to work with my dad..

stayed home do project the whole day.. wasnt feeling sad bout wad bothers me in the morning. was actually quite hapy that she wasnt home.. prepared my own lunch from leftover food.. while doing the projects, keep eating, drinking and chatting with people.. haha.. but manage to complete my work b4 the time i set for myself which was b4 6.. haha.. was really happy when i completed my work.. sense of satisfaction. haha. den chat with people. receiving songs from wilson.. sending jiaying photos. then calls my father to ask him help me buy printer ink.. then came home around 8 plus.. took my dinner. inserting the ink, eat my curry puff and print the work.. all done by 9.. look through chat history to see when's xan birthday.. took me quite some time to find it.. and realise his birthday was yesterday! haha.. den went to keep the printer.. and sat on the sofa wanting to blog but was watching tv.. then at the same time my mum came out.. see me watching tv.. den go complain my dad that i have time watch tv don have time to do work and go her shop.. i was going wad the... getting realy unreasonable.. den i swtich off the tv and starts blogging.. thinking of her only makes me feel unhappy.. though she is my mum.. sad..

ooh... din feel sad.. but was actually quite happy? think i getting myself back le ba.. except the part of me keep eating non stop de.. haha.. all is fine now i think? haha..

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