Sky Of Colours

----------Sunday, May 27, 2007----------

Arghhh... i am god damn sad today.. wake up late.. met pei yi and eggy for lunch at west mall.. was late though.. walk to wilson house.. took his mum car to np.. thanks auntie.. sat at student plaza for a while.. board bus to ngee soon camp.. and skated.. well... thought i have been prepared to be out of ndp.. but when really out.. i cant help but to feel sad.. and is very sad.. people came and ask me am i okay.. wasnt ok but still reply ok.. guess i trying nt to make them worry.. din even smile like i used to when i see wilson msg.. so they went for their practice and i sat alone playing with my hp game.. venting all my anger on the game.. trying to hit as many ppl i can in the game.. den took bus back to np again.. but manage to smile and sing songs with them in the bus.. guess onli music cheered me up? i don know.. then skate to KAP with wilson, daniel, pei yi and some other people.. wilson helped me down the slopes again.. guess my presence only bring trouble to people.. haix.. reached KAP.. ilena helped me buy ice milo and she left b4 i could return her her $.. thanks daniel for trying to make me smile with all ur actions.. den change back to slipper and walk to bus stop with olivia and justin.. manage to luaugh on the way also.. after boarding the bus, my mood soon change back to sadness again.. thinking a lot on the way back..

reach home, tell daddy that i am sad.. but he din bother bout me.. makes me more sad.. rested on my bed for awhile and starts blogging..

i don know y.. but i have a feelings that things just change overnight.. things arent seem the same anymore.. was it my imagination? i don know.. but i guess.. guys are the same? i don know.. i trying to give my best.. but i knew it won't succeed.. now.. i don know wad to says and wad to do.. y does it fail everytime? guess i am just a failure in everything..

Its Nice Being Colourful...---------------------- 11:11 PM